Friday, October 5, 2012

So Sorry...

Well it has been a while to say the least and I am truly sorry for that.  Things have been busy.  Starting my new job and getting into the flow of things.  I have so much to write about that I am not really sure where I should start...  Things are still going good at work.  I have no complaints though I do really need a full time job so I am going to start looking again.

My Birthday and visit with Matt was amazing.  I couldn't have asked for more.  Having Matt here was the best present of all of course.  We had four amazing nights together and I am missing him like crazy already.  He got me all Batman themed gifts which was awesome!  A Batman ice cube tray, Batman earrings, and a Batman shot glass since I turned 21.  My Mom, Jim and little sister all got me a new laptop which was amazing and a journal that I have been drooling over for a while now.  I have no idea how they knew that I wanted that particular one.  It is beautiful.  I will have to get a picture of it to show all of you.  Matt cooked me an amazing birthday dinner.  Home made chicken Alfredo with home made garlic bread.  It was delicious.

On the 24th I got my braces off which is friggin sweet.  I have to admit for a while I felt like a piece of my face was missing, but I love not having them.

I am hoping soon to have my own place with my friend.  Actually the condo that I am in now only it will just be Sarah and I here instead of the whole family since they are looking to move into I house.  So that is pretty exciting.

Can I tell you guys a secret?

I know my Mom wouldn't be too thrilled hearing this.  Not that its a bad thing I just know she would be bummed like any Mother would be.  I have been thinking a lot about moving to California.  Of course its not anything that could happen immediately.  Its just... the distance for Matt and I of course sucks.  We want to take our time as far as our relationship goes though.  Do it the right way and make sure we are ready when taking steps forward in our relationship.

He just got a job opportunity which is awesome.  We won't know exactly what for a little over a month but whatever happens its an upgrade from the position that he has now. He pretty much gets to duke it out with another co-worker for a month trial bases and whoever does the best will get the better position.  Its a really good opportunity for him. =)

Not sure why I just told you that just small details of all the decision making I guess.  Anyways like I said its not something that can happen for a while.  Its definitely on my mind though.  Its nerve wracking.  I have never lived with anyone I have been in a relationship with and its definitely a big decision.  It just feels right, if that makes sense. Like I said though we both want to do this right and make sure we aren't moving things to fast and that sorta business.

Things here have been a little stressful.  Specially the last few days.  Just a whole bunch of not so good news thrown on our shoulders.  Things we have to do that are not going to be pleasant. =/

Enough of that though.  Anyways I promise to try and write more and be better about it.  I am not going to have any set specific theme posts for days, though I might do random ones just for the heck of it depending on time and mood.  Missed you guys and hope you all are well again I am really sorry for the disappearance.