WARNING: The following post is a long and drawn out rant about the down side to having gall stones which has been overly ranted about on this blog already. You have been warned.
Good morning loves. I hope you all are well. Again I am at the hands of my unmerciful gall bladder. I have taken to surfing the net when suffering from an attack so I am not keeping the bf up while tossing and turning. I have to admit I am pretty ticked off right now. Definitely in an F-U mind set towards my body. As I am sure you all know I have been making an effort to become healthier. Slowly but surely this is coming to a reality as I am watching what I eat and making a point to exercise. So when I have days like yesterday when I didn't do anything too crazy with what I decided to eat and I spent most of it on my feet playing with crazy kids, walking and spending a good hour and half in the pool at the gym vigorously swimming trying to keep up with the munchkins, tossing one little crazy girl into the air for canon-balls only a few dozen times and yet still somehow am woken up 4 o'clock on the dot to a painful side? Lets just say it out right pisses me off. Excuse my language. This is the second one in a row the week.
I am just so tired. That's how I feel. I mean yes I imagine anyone that didn't hit the pillows til around 11 p.m. and wakes up at 4 a.m. is going to be tired. But all around I just feel... tired. I am angry and irritated. I know I need to just have my gall bladder taken out and I am not afraid of surgery. Well at least I don't have some crazy fear of it, but a healthy amount of nervousness and concern for something like that sure. Anyways, I just simply don't have the money. Yes it is my health that is on the line. It is like jumping through hoops though to simply get the surgery done. Because my gall bladder is not "infected" and simply filled with slime balls that cause me to be in an almost constant state of pain, I can't just say 'hey I have gall stones lets get this sucker out'. Even though there is no medicine, cure, to be heard of, and the only thing one can do for it is to have your gall bladder removed, I still have to go see a specialist. This is so ridiculous to me. What is this specialist going to tell me? "Oh you have gall stones..." Noooooo? So I will have to pay some ridiculous amount for a specialist and then I know they are going to make me get even more ultra sounds to look at who only knows what for the hundredth time. Which is a whole separate bill. Then I will have to pay for the surgery itself. Keep in mind all these things charge separately so that is three different payments a month.
Last time I was in the hospital because of this stupid gall bladder of mine I had one ultra sound done which cost me $300 some odd bucks and then because I simply had some blood taken, and SPOKE to a doctor, (I received no medication they tried to give me a morphine injection but I wouldn't let them.) so literally all I did was lie on a bed and talk to a guy for like 10 minutes so he could tell me what I already knew, I was charged a ridiculous $3000.
I am nearly done paying that off a whole year and a half later. So I can only imagine what it is going to cost me to actually get this baby taken out. With no income of my own of any sort right now I can't even think about having this done. Even though lately every time I have an attack all I want to do is bash my head against the wall because the pain is driving me so freakin crazy. Not to mention, that the constant heart burn, upset stomach, side pain and pure exhaustion that happens multiple times a week has put a serious damper on the love life. When I am not suffering a full blown attack I still have problems with upset stomach and heart burn which trust me is preferable but still annoying. It has gotten to a point where I feel humiliated every time I have to push away physical affection because I simply feel so crappy all the freakin time.
Ok ok I am done, this is getting depressing. Plus my side is still throbbing so I am going to trying pacing the room since standing up sometimes helps. =/
My deepest apologies for this rant guys. I know you are all probably pretty sick of hearing about this. Really must stop using this place like my personal diary lol.
Hope you all have a wonderful day.
Thursday, June 19, 2014
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Ouch
So I think I am going to make Sunday my goals, and progress posting day. I don't promise that it will be a weekly posting not sure there would be too much to say if I did. Just to get things rolling though.
I am so out of shape! I decided to do a leg work out today. One of the girls on one of the beauty channels that I follow on youtube also makes 'Get fit with me' videos. After watching her leg workout routine I thought 'Hey that doesn't look so bad I should do that this morning'. I was so very wrong. While it wasn't near as bad as some workouts, it kicked my butt.
Right away I felt like I seriously underestimated how bad in shape I was. I started stretching since I think its pretty common knowledge that you should stretch before and after working out and right away all I could think was 'jeez even stretching out has become hard what the heck man?'.
The workout consists of:
20 Squats
30 Lunges
40 Calf raises
50 second Wall Sit
100 Jumping Jacks
50 second Wall Sit
30 Sumo Squats
30 Leg Raises
20 Sideways Scissors
20 Squats
This is the leg work out she shows in the video. I was able to do:
20 Squats
30 semi successful Lunges (really only 15 each leg)
40 Calf raises
38 second Wall Sit (I was going by the timer on my phone)
62 Jumping Jacks
30 second Wall Sit
16 Sumo Squats
30 Leg Raises (15 each leg)
20 Sideways Scissors
20 very long drawn out Squats
Starting with the squats I thought to myself hey this isn't to bad. I checked my stance/frame whatever you want to call it, in the mirror before thought that it looked good. Then I got to the Lunges. They look so easy but it took me a minute to figure out how to do it without rocking to the side and wanting to lose my balance. Also my left knee couldn't handle going as far down as my right, not even close, which was a bit frustrating because I have never noticed any problem with my knee until this. I don't know if it is a simple explanation that it is just weaker or if something is wrong.
Now if there is one thing I am more certain of now than I was before, with this new veggie diet I really really need to find a good source of potassium. If it comes down to it I think I will have to force myself to start choking down bananas, because when I got to the calf raises which are simple enough, at about 15 I started to feel like I was going to cramp. When I hit 20 I had to break stretch a little and then finished but the entire time I felt like my calf muscle was twisting and trying to rip itself off. I know its partially do to, like I said being out of shape, but I know I need to up my potassium levels.
Now I don't know why I thought the Wall Sit wouldn't be hard but oh I was so wrong. My legs started the shake and finally I had to call it quits or I was going to fall. Which I totally did end up falling when doing the sumo squats. Its a lot harder to keep a good frame with sumo squats lol. Needless to say I wasn't able to do the full work out but I still feel really good about what I could do.
After working out I decided to try and look up some info about schools that offer G.E.D. testing. That only lasted about 10 minutes before I realized hey its Sunday and that is why everywhere that I call is closed. DUH! So that is my mission for tomorrow. I will definitely let you all know what I find. I think I might also make a trip to Bookmans. That way I can try and turn in some of the books I no longer want as well as movies and then see if I can find any G.E.D. Practice Test or G.E.D. Prep books.
Anyways, I hope that you all are having a lovely Sunday morning. Now that I am done working out I need to figure out what to do with the rest of my day. Maybe I will just go to Bookmans today instead of waiting.
I am so out of shape! I decided to do a leg work out today. One of the girls on one of the beauty channels that I follow on youtube also makes 'Get fit with me' videos. After watching her leg workout routine I thought 'Hey that doesn't look so bad I should do that this morning'. I was so very wrong. While it wasn't near as bad as some workouts, it kicked my butt.
Right away I felt like I seriously underestimated how bad in shape I was. I started stretching since I think its pretty common knowledge that you should stretch before and after working out and right away all I could think was 'jeez even stretching out has become hard what the heck man?'.
The workout consists of:
20 Squats
30 Lunges
40 Calf raises
50 second Wall Sit
100 Jumping Jacks
50 second Wall Sit
30 Sumo Squats
30 Leg Raises
20 Sideways Scissors
20 Squats
This is the leg work out she shows in the video. I was able to do:
20 Squats
30 semi successful Lunges (really only 15 each leg)
40 Calf raises
38 second Wall Sit (I was going by the timer on my phone)
62 Jumping Jacks
30 second Wall Sit
16 Sumo Squats
30 Leg Raises (15 each leg)
20 Sideways Scissors
20 very long drawn out Squats
Starting with the squats I thought to myself hey this isn't to bad. I checked my stance/frame whatever you want to call it, in the mirror before thought that it looked good. Then I got to the Lunges. They look so easy but it took me a minute to figure out how to do it without rocking to the side and wanting to lose my balance. Also my left knee couldn't handle going as far down as my right, not even close, which was a bit frustrating because I have never noticed any problem with my knee until this. I don't know if it is a simple explanation that it is just weaker or if something is wrong.
Now if there is one thing I am more certain of now than I was before, with this new veggie diet I really really need to find a good source of potassium. If it comes down to it I think I will have to force myself to start choking down bananas, because when I got to the calf raises which are simple enough, at about 15 I started to feel like I was going to cramp. When I hit 20 I had to break stretch a little and then finished but the entire time I felt like my calf muscle was twisting and trying to rip itself off. I know its partially do to, like I said being out of shape, but I know I need to up my potassium levels.
Now I don't know why I thought the Wall Sit wouldn't be hard but oh I was so wrong. My legs started the shake and finally I had to call it quits or I was going to fall. Which I totally did end up falling when doing the sumo squats. Its a lot harder to keep a good frame with sumo squats lol. Needless to say I wasn't able to do the full work out but I still feel really good about what I could do.
After working out I decided to try and look up some info about schools that offer G.E.D. testing. That only lasted about 10 minutes before I realized hey its Sunday and that is why everywhere that I call is closed. DUH! So that is my mission for tomorrow. I will definitely let you all know what I find. I think I might also make a trip to Bookmans. That way I can try and turn in some of the books I no longer want as well as movies and then see if I can find any G.E.D. Practice Test or G.E.D. Prep books.
Anyways, I hope that you all are having a lovely Sunday morning. Now that I am done working out I need to figure out what to do with the rest of my day. Maybe I will just go to Bookmans today instead of waiting.
Saturday, June 7, 2014
Goals?
So I have never really been one to set new year goals or anything like that. In fact I am almost sure that I wrote something about the subject right around the new year. I think a part of me thinks that most people set themselves up for failure by either making unrealistic goals or just putting too much on their plate. After reading a very inspiring blog post today though and thinking about the changes that are going on in my life and the things I wish I could do or had done I wonder if maybe I really should make these ideas/desires a listed set of goals. Make a well thought out plan of how I want to accomplish them and a reasonable time limit to give myself. Most importantly IMMEDIATELY take active steps to achieving these goals. I know I am the worst for convincing myself I need to do something and then making excuses to myself and others why I need to put off doing them right away.
As I am sure I have mentioned in recent posts there is a huge change about to happen in my life. Which I will tell you guys about VERY soon. Like hopefully next week kind of soon. Anyways, with this huge change coming up I have been thinking about things I want to do, wish I had done long before this. I know I talked about it ONCE and I know this because I am embarrassed to discuss it. After being home schooled all through high school I never went and got my G.E.D. as most do. Instead I immediately started going to a college that did not require that I have my G.E.D. which seemed well and fine until I left before receiving my associates and never went back. So now I am 22, have been out of school for nearly three years and feel like I have nothing to show as far as my education goes. I know getting one's G.E.D. is easy enough but I am literally so terrified of failure (mainly because I am awful at Math) that I keep putting it off, even though it is LOOOOOONG over due.
After a recent discussion on this specific topic with my bf I haven't been able to get it out of my head. It's almost like a feeling of anxiety that I will try finally and fail, or worse that if I don't do it now then I won't ever do it. Then along the same lines in the end ruining any chance of going back to school which is something else that I feel I need to do sometime in the immediate future. Even if it is to simply get my associates though I would like to work towards something that will be beneficial to some sort of career choice.
This is probably the most important goal/desire. I just feel like my educational window is closing and if I don't do something now it will just be harder to open it up later.
Something that sort of goes hand in hand with this also is I want to become more independent. I want a stable job which as of right now I don't even have one (very long, depressing story). If it were not for my bf I would be, excuse my crudeness, completely and totally screwed right now. There is no way I could make it on my own right now. While I love that he can take care of me, I don't really want him to. Even when I was younger I never wanted to be the type that was supported by another. I always admired successful independent women. I want to take care of myself. I want the satisfaction in knowing that if I had to I could do just fine on my own. This is just more fuel as to why I think it is really important that I get the ball rolling on getting back to school.
My second goal....
I know a lot of you women and some men out there will cringe in empathy, while the others will feel like this is something over discussed in the blogging community....
becoming healthier and losing weight.
BLEGH! Now I know we have taken some pretty active steps in becoming healthier as a couple. Giving up meat as well as soda and most juice. I still feel like it is not enough for me personally though. I don't feel as though I have lost any weight and only slightly do I feel like I am actually healthier. Now in all honesty I could be wrong on the weight thing because we don't own a scale. So there is no way for me to know for sure. Last time I was at the clinic though I was horrified at the numbers I saw compared to what they used to be. I have felt a bit of jealousy since I know my bf has dropped at least 13 lbs just because he is weighed during doctor visits which have happened a couple of times since the new diet.
I know I need to start working out. It is as simple as that. I know if I would just work out even a little bit there would be a noticeable result. I likely still wouldn't buy a scale since to be honest I wouldn't care what number was shown if there were visible results.
And my third goal which might not seem important to some but is extremely to me; I need to get my creativity back. I lost it. I used to be the girl who carried her sketch book with her textbooks at school and could either be found in her down time reading a book or listening to music, side of her hand covered in led far away from the world as she formed a picture on the blank piece of paper. I haven't really sat down and dedicated my time to sketching in... well over a year. I love to sketch it makes me happy, I like that I have a small bit of skill in it. I don't say that to be conceited, but everyone has something they are good at and I really had thought my thing was drawing. I wanted to build my talent and create my own style. I don't know what happened though. My sketch book has collected a coating of dust and it makes me a bit sad.
So those are the things that I really want to accomplish right now.
I would like to have my G.E.D. sometime within the next three months. Next year I want to be enrolled in college, at least working towards my associates if I haven't figured out what else I want to do. I want a stable job with a steady income I don't care if it is part time or full time just something to give me some of my independence back. The constant job hunting and failed nanny employment is starting to wear down on me. I just want something that is stable.
I want to start actively working out maybe starting with three times a week, including throwing in some yoga here and there because I really do enjoy yoga. I also want to make healthier choices like making sure I eat three meals a day because I am the worst at that. As well as not vegging out in the house doing nothing so much. I think that is reasonable. Eventually I want to work on getting my arms toned, of course losing a bit of the belly even though that isn't what bothers me the most, and as weird as it sounds toning my back if that makes any sense at all. I am sure any girl out there who has a little extra weight will understand what I am talking about. If I could just accomplish those three things. Maybe drop 2 pant sizes I would be very very happy. Oh and I want to be able to do a push up, because as of right now I totally can't. If I could do one legit push up that would be an accomplishment on it's own. I have zero arm strength.
Finally I want to actively start sketching again. This isn't something that I want to disappear. I don't know who I would be if one day years had gone by and I hadn't touched an art pencil. One of the things I was thinking if you guys had any requests of a drawing you would like to see then I would try and see what I could come up with. Don't care if it is an object, landscape, or person.
I am going to
Now that this extremely longer than I had intended rant has gone on, I think I should bid you all a good night. Get myself some sleep since I plan to be up at a decent time tomorrow so that I can enjoy a little down time in the early morning before a work out. =S I hope you all are enjoying your weekend. Best of wishes everyone.
Friday, May 30, 2014
Recipe time!
So with the new diet and my attempt to be healthier I have really gotten into smoothies. So on one of my ridiculously long pinterest visits I found THIS.
All three smoothies I think are very interesting. The one I was the most interested in though was the peach, ginger smoothie. I am not sure why because neither peaches or ginger are my favorite, the recipe while simple looked really good. So today I went out and bought everything that I would need to make this smoothie.
Now I am sure you have gathered that the recipe given make one HUGE FREAKIN SMOOTHIE.
I however can not handle large smoothies. I have no idea what it is I always order small smoothies if I buy them and downsize almost every recipe that I find.
So I altered the recipe a bit...
I used:
1 peach
1 small slice of ginger (I'm talking like teaspoon size because I was super worried about too much ginger)
1 heaping big spoon of honey vanilla greek yogurt
1/3 cup of coconut milk
This made a little less than an average size glass.
This smoothie is really good! I think next time I might peal the peach before I dice it up and toss it in. I say this only because my blender is not the best and left pretty big pieces of peach skin which I am not a fan of.
Only thing is, I really feel like this smoothie is missing something! I have no idea what I could add to it though that would compliment the other flavors.
So I guess the point of the post was to see if any of you had any good ideas?
Also I do recommend trying this if you are a peach, ginger lover because it is very good. I haven't tried either of the other smoothies but I do want to and will be sure to leave a review for you guys when I do.
Friday, May 16, 2014
Ouch!
So I can't tell if this whole new vegetarian diet has made me much more sensitive in the long run. If now when I eat highly acid foods which is a ton of veggies and fruits I will still be having gall bladder attacks on a regular basis despite the fact that I am eating much cleaner than I was before?
Anyways this isn't really a ramble about the new diet. The bf and I waited until nearly 9 last night to decide that we should probably eat dinner. We hadn't bought anything to make a meal at home and by then anywhere decent was closing. So we settled for Burger King because come to find out they totally have a veggie burger even though its not on their menu. Not the healthiest choice but we were able to not need to use a cheat night so we were happy. I splurged and also ordered some onion rings to go with my veggie burger. Now I could be wrong but I am pretty sure that they fry their veggie burger. Or at least it looks like the meat was dropped into the fryer. So that on top of onion rings which are obviously fried as well....
Needless to say I am awake before 5 o'clock in quite a bit of discomfort.
Well played gall bladder. I had intended on sleeping in a bit today but never mind it was a silly idea anyways.
I am tempted to make myself a cup of Irish Breakfast tea but I am not to sure I want to put anything on my stomach quite yet. The pain has subsided a bit since I have given up trying to lay down and walked around and am now sitting at the kitchen table. I don't want to do anything that is going to upset my insides.
Speaking of food in general though I have say I have found or rediscovered some pretty cool things. One I have rekindled my love for snacking on a fresh apple with peanut butter. I used to love to make little apple peanut butter sandwiches as a kid. Only difference now is I am using a significant less amount of peanut butter and I have added oats as well just for a little crunch. Yum!
My second favorite discovery is Quinoa. Now I have heard a ton of people talk about quinoa specially in the world of people finding healthier foods. I have never actually tried it though. So I bought a box of red quinoa and was pleasantly surprised at how easy it is to make and all the different things you can do with it. I love making a veggie vinaigrette salad with it and even more than that it makes a great breakfast to cook some up, mix a little bit of peanut butter and a little bit of honey in it and then just top the whole thing with fresh strawberries and I think for those of you who like bananas that would be really good in it too.
I got this idea from a friend on facebook.
I have also discovered Rice Paper to make super fresh spring rolls with. Only thing is, well... must I say what is funny about how this looks? Lets just say I posted this picture on my fb page and we all had a good laugh. Despite how it looks though it is great and super easy! It can work as a light dinner or lunch. Now if only I could get the bf to just try it. No joke he seriously won't try them. *falls into a fit of giggles* Sorry I find this whole thing more amusing than I should. Anyways I am determined though so I am sure he will come around eventually. B-)
Well anyways I just wanted to get on and kill some time since the sun was barely rising when I started to write. Give you guys a little update on the ever so exciting life of this witchy blogger. I hope that you all are doing amazing. Good morning to you all and hope you have a great day to lead into an amazing weekend.
Anyways this isn't really a ramble about the new diet. The bf and I waited until nearly 9 last night to decide that we should probably eat dinner. We hadn't bought anything to make a meal at home and by then anywhere decent was closing. So we settled for Burger King because come to find out they totally have a veggie burger even though its not on their menu. Not the healthiest choice but we were able to not need to use a cheat night so we were happy. I splurged and also ordered some onion rings to go with my veggie burger. Now I could be wrong but I am pretty sure that they fry their veggie burger. Or at least it looks like the meat was dropped into the fryer. So that on top of onion rings which are obviously fried as well....
Needless to say I am awake before 5 o'clock in quite a bit of discomfort.
Well played gall bladder. I had intended on sleeping in a bit today but never mind it was a silly idea anyways.
I am tempted to make myself a cup of Irish Breakfast tea but I am not to sure I want to put anything on my stomach quite yet. The pain has subsided a bit since I have given up trying to lay down and walked around and am now sitting at the kitchen table. I don't want to do anything that is going to upset my insides.
Speaking of food in general though I have say I have found or rediscovered some pretty cool things. One I have rekindled my love for snacking on a fresh apple with peanut butter. I used to love to make little apple peanut butter sandwiches as a kid. Only difference now is I am using a significant less amount of peanut butter and I have added oats as well just for a little crunch. Yum!
My second favorite discovery is Quinoa. Now I have heard a ton of people talk about quinoa specially in the world of people finding healthier foods. I have never actually tried it though. So I bought a box of red quinoa and was pleasantly surprised at how easy it is to make and all the different things you can do with it. I love making a veggie vinaigrette salad with it and even more than that it makes a great breakfast to cook some up, mix a little bit of peanut butter and a little bit of honey in it and then just top the whole thing with fresh strawberries and I think for those of you who like bananas that would be really good in it too.
I got this idea from a friend on facebook.
I have also discovered Rice Paper to make super fresh spring rolls with. Only thing is, well... must I say what is funny about how this looks? Lets just say I posted this picture on my fb page and we all had a good laugh. Despite how it looks though it is great and super easy! It can work as a light dinner or lunch. Now if only I could get the bf to just try it. No joke he seriously won't try them. *falls into a fit of giggles* Sorry I find this whole thing more amusing than I should. Anyways I am determined though so I am sure he will come around eventually. B-)
Well anyways I just wanted to get on and kill some time since the sun was barely rising when I started to write. Give you guys a little update on the ever so exciting life of this witchy blogger. I hope that you all are doing amazing. Good morning to you all and hope you have a great day to lead into an amazing weekend.
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
Just some info and a shout out!
So as I am sure most of you remember I posted not to long ago about a big E.L.F. makeup purchase. So far I am LOVING everything that I bought. I did invest in some L'Oreal magic BB Cream to go under my tinted moisturizer. It helps to give a more natural look and a smoother more matte finish.
I am not a fan of heavy makeup at all and with the BB cream which is SUPER light as my base I only have to use a tiny bit of tinted moisturizer. Sometimes I don't even bother with the tinted moisturizer. I also purchased Maybelline's Age Rewind Concealer.
Just to help with my dark under eye circles. With this concealer though I do recommend taking off the little fuzzy applicator and just using your finger (after washing your hand of course) or one of your own makeup brushes. I am not the only makeup user to say this either. It gets soaked in the product and is kind of gross after only a few uses. So I just recommend pulling it right off right when you buy it. Both products are super light and can be found in most drug stores and are under $9 at least here in Phoenix AZ.
Anyways needless to say I have gotten back into doing my makeup a little more often, not all the time. I do have something to say though as I had to be reminded that hard way.
1. Wash you face before you do your makeup! Even if you just got out of bed and washed your face the night before.
2. Wash your makeup brushes. They will thank you and so will your face.
3. DO NOT USE OLD MAKEUP! It might seem harmless. I got a reminder of what could happen today though. I used a very old mascara. I instantly regretted it as it didn't look how I wanted it to anyways. It flaked into my eyes and onto my cheek. After only a few hours of wearing it this is what happened.
Ahhhh look at it!
I was very lucky that it wasn't painful just a ....itchy feeling? You know that weird feeling you get when something is swollen but doesn't hurt. And with a warm wash cloth compress and some lavender oil it thankfully went away within a few hours. So I am hopeful that this isn't the beginning of a stye.
I threw the mascara away needless to say. Also for all the contact wearers out there. You have to be especially careful. You don't want to wear a mascara that flakes a lot when you have contacts in and you have to be EXTREMELY careful when putting liner on your water line if you decided to do so at all. You can cause one of your lids oil glands to clog just like I did here which could lead to a stye, which is painful. Your contacts are also bacteria traps if you aren't careful.
If like myself you notice a lump starting to form. Take your contacts out ASAP and wash your face.
So this might be common sense I know but hey even people who know the consequences sometimes need a kicking reminder. The lump freaked the snot out of me for sure!
Other than that again. Still loving my new makeup.
Been having a lot of fun with it. I know most of these pics look the same but I swear I did different eye makeup! =P What can I say I like a simple clean look.
So for my shout out. I found a new Artist on the tube to obsess over. Julia Westlin. She does covers of songs but also has a few of her own which I think are amazing. I love her style and her voice and I think her personality is beautiful. So here are two of my favorites by her. The first being one of her originals and the second is a cover. I hope you all enjoy them as much as I do. Hope to post again soon! Have a good night everyone. =)
Just to help with my dark under eye circles. With this concealer though I do recommend taking off the little fuzzy applicator and just using your finger (after washing your hand of course) or one of your own makeup brushes. I am not the only makeup user to say this either. It gets soaked in the product and is kind of gross after only a few uses. So I just recommend pulling it right off right when you buy it. Both products are super light and can be found in most drug stores and are under $9 at least here in Phoenix AZ.
Anyways needless to say I have gotten back into doing my makeup a little more often, not all the time. I do have something to say though as I had to be reminded that hard way.
1. Wash you face before you do your makeup! Even if you just got out of bed and washed your face the night before.
2. Wash your makeup brushes. They will thank you and so will your face.
3. DO NOT USE OLD MAKEUP! It might seem harmless. I got a reminder of what could happen today though. I used a very old mascara. I instantly regretted it as it didn't look how I wanted it to anyways. It flaked into my eyes and onto my cheek. After only a few hours of wearing it this is what happened.
Ahhhh look at it!
I was very lucky that it wasn't painful just a ....itchy feeling? You know that weird feeling you get when something is swollen but doesn't hurt. And with a warm wash cloth compress and some lavender oil it thankfully went away within a few hours. So I am hopeful that this isn't the beginning of a stye.
I threw the mascara away needless to say. Also for all the contact wearers out there. You have to be especially careful. You don't want to wear a mascara that flakes a lot when you have contacts in and you have to be EXTREMELY careful when putting liner on your water line if you decided to do so at all. You can cause one of your lids oil glands to clog just like I did here which could lead to a stye, which is painful. Your contacts are also bacteria traps if you aren't careful.
If like myself you notice a lump starting to form. Take your contacts out ASAP and wash your face.
So this might be common sense I know but hey even people who know the consequences sometimes need a kicking reminder. The lump freaked the snot out of me for sure!
Other than that again. Still loving my new makeup.
So for my shout out. I found a new Artist on the tube to obsess over. Julia Westlin. She does covers of songs but also has a few of her own which I think are amazing. I love her style and her voice and I think her personality is beautiful. So here are two of my favorites by her. The first being one of her originals and the second is a cover. I hope you all enjoy them as much as I do. Hope to post again soon! Have a good night everyone. =)
Monday, May 5, 2014
Just an update
Hey everyone I know its been a while... again. I swear I am not going to disappear for a year... again. Things have just been hectic. I have had a lot of free time lately. TOO MUCH free time to be honest. And this is due to my employer last minute (like a couple of hours before I am going to go into work last minute) telling me I have the day off. This started before Easter. Then after Easter I get a call and well to make a long story short I have the next week off. THEN when I think I am going back to work like normal I end up having another week off. Lets just say that I love being a nanny but I think I might be too nice. I think from now on contracts will be drawn up making it very clear what hours are guaranteed and how time off will work.
Don't get me wrong who doesn't like time off? But when you have bills to pay and had no time to plan for a two week vacation when you are used to being paid on a week to week basis. I wasn't really in the mood to write. Seems like my schedule is going back to normal though and with the summer I will hopefully get more hours as the kids won't be in school.
I am sure that you all can understand not being in the mood to write.
Other than that I have some news. Due to the fact that I have gall stones and my bf has gout. Two things which can be extremely painful if not managed. We have decided to become vegetarians. It might seem a little extreme but we are going on two weeks almost three now and it has made a world of difference. I have only had one gall bladder attack and I think that was because I ate fried food and had a big cup of coffee on top of it. My bf just had knee surgery and with that going on along with having flare ups due to the gout it was getting really stressful to say the least.
From what we are able to make from the many articles online the body breaks down purine from vegetables easier than purine from meat. So while we are still careful as to what veggies he eats since some are worse than others, with cutting meat out he has been able to walk much more comfortably than he has been able to in weeks. We have also stopped drinking soda as well. Which is a big deal in my opinion.
So yay exciting woot woot. Lol
So far it honestly isn't that bad. I don't really miss meat unless I like see a Baconator or ads for ridiculously yummy looking steak. =P I have noticed that during main meals I get full MUCH quicker than before. I am guessing that is a good thing. I think one of the biggest challenges is finding a good variety of meals to make or when we do go out its a bit hard to stick to the veggie diet in some restaurants.
Well anyways I hope that you all are doing well. I am sorry I have been away. Hopefully I will be back soon.
Don't get me wrong who doesn't like time off? But when you have bills to pay and had no time to plan for a two week vacation when you are used to being paid on a week to week basis. I wasn't really in the mood to write. Seems like my schedule is going back to normal though and with the summer I will hopefully get more hours as the kids won't be in school.
I am sure that you all can understand not being in the mood to write.
Other than that I have some news. Due to the fact that I have gall stones and my bf has gout. Two things which can be extremely painful if not managed. We have decided to become vegetarians. It might seem a little extreme but we are going on two weeks almost three now and it has made a world of difference. I have only had one gall bladder attack and I think that was because I ate fried food and had a big cup of coffee on top of it. My bf just had knee surgery and with that going on along with having flare ups due to the gout it was getting really stressful to say the least.
From what we are able to make from the many articles online the body breaks down purine from vegetables easier than purine from meat. So while we are still careful as to what veggies he eats since some are worse than others, with cutting meat out he has been able to walk much more comfortably than he has been able to in weeks. We have also stopped drinking soda as well. Which is a big deal in my opinion.
So yay exciting woot woot. Lol
So far it honestly isn't that bad. I don't really miss meat unless I like see a Baconator or ads for ridiculously yummy looking steak. =P I have noticed that during main meals I get full MUCH quicker than before. I am guessing that is a good thing. I think one of the biggest challenges is finding a good variety of meals to make or when we do go out its a bit hard to stick to the veggie diet in some restaurants.
Well anyways I hope that you all are doing well. I am sorry I have been away. Hopefully I will be back soon.
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